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why I'm not a painter- Frank O'Hara

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Why I Am Not a Painter

BY FRANK O'HARA
I am not a painter, I am a poet.   
Why? I think I would rather be   
a painter, but I am not. Well,

for instance, Mike Goldberg
is starting a painting. I drop in.   
“Sit down and have a drink” he   
says. I drink; we drink. I look
up. “You have SARDINES in it.”   
“Yes, it needed something there.”
“Oh.” I go and the days go by   
and I drop in again. The painting   
is going on, and I go, and the days   
go by. I drop in. The painting is
finished. “Where’s SARDINES?”
All that’s left is just
letters, “It was too much,” Mike says.

But me? One day I am thinking of   
a color: orange. I write a line   
about orange. Pretty soon it is a   
whole page of words, not lines.   
Then another page. There should be   
so much more, not of orange, of   
words, of how terrible orange is   
and life. Days go by. It is even in   
prose, I am a real poet. My poem   
is finished and I haven’t mentioned   
orange yet. It’s twelve poems, I call   
it ORANGES. And one day in a gallery   
I see Mike’s painting, called SARDINES.